Let It Happen

Dachau Museum

In January of this year, a few people celebrated the 70th anniversary of the Liberation of Auschwitz by the Soviet army. The Russians marched in on January 27th, 1945. By the time they arrived, there were only about 7,000 people left to save.

I just saw an article today about the fact that Germany had decided, in January of 2015, to house refugees from Syria among the building and outbuildings of Dachau and Buchenwald.

In some ways, my heart is torn by this. The thought of refugees being brought to these places out of love and mercy, rather than hatred and cruelty, is…difficult. Like watching happy children run through a cemetery.

Should we be disturbed because this site was supposed to stand forever as a monument to grief, loss, and shame in the past? Or should we be happy because there are people in the present who might find shelter?

I was raised on war and genocide narratives from my older relatives, many of whom spent some part of their lives as refugees, as soldiers, or both. The modern refugee crisis definitely hits me in the chest. There are literally millions of people pouring out of Syria right now, and there have been since 2011.  Because the modern media bombards us with irrelevant data, it’s hard for North Americans to know what’s happening, or why. You have to troll the Internet for a helpful cartoon to figure it out.

If living people in need of shelter and mercy take refugee in the empty rooms and corridors of a concentration camp…here’s my opinion, after sober reflection.

Let it happen.

If the dispossessed are brought to these places and treated kindly, given food and medical care and clothes…let it happen.

If their children run and shout in the courtyards of Dachau, if the old women hang brightly-colored cloth in the windows at Buchenwald, if the old men gather to smoke, drink tea, play chess and read newspapers in the common rooms…let it happen.

If fathers and mothers hold one another in the night and tremble with relief that “what God willed” was survival, rather than death…let it happen.

If Dachau and Buchenwald have ever been cursed places, that curse was human cruelty. Poison never flowed from the land or the buildings–it was in people’s hearts.

And if the heart of a nation changes?

Let it happen.

We have all stood by and let worse things happen, believe me.

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Edition 22: She Walks In Shadows review

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First review for “She Walks In Shadows”, written by Sophie Yorkston at Edition 22! The book gets good marks for its prose and art, and my story “Magna Mater” was one of the reviewer’s favorites.

However, I think my very favourite stories are Hairwork by Gemma Files and Magna Mater by Arinn Dembo. Hairwork conjures that amorphous colony aspect of the Lovecraftian style, infusing with the dark tendrils of subjugation, revenge and death. A point of view from a carcass beneath the soil could be dull, cliché, but was pulled off in this short. In Magna Mater, the woman from the plains returning to retrieve her ancestor, a subject of anthropological speculation, had a quite inventive voice that spoke of a different method of thinking.

Don’t forget to preorder your copy and support a great small press doing wonderful, groundbreaking work in weird fiction.

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Kerberos USB Sticks Are Here!

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The end of summer is coming soon, and the harvest season is beginning: all of the work I’ve been doing on crowdfunding fulfillment is bearing fruit! The physical items we’ve designed and paid for this summer are all arriving, and I’m busy stuffing packages and filling out shipping forms to deliver the goodies to all the great folks who supported us during the crowdfunding stages of our first indie games in 2012-2014.

The latest arrival this weekend were the 16 gig. Kerberos USB Sticks, which we will be loading up with digital goodies for some of the higher-level supporters of Sword of the Stars: Ground Pounders. Each one comes with its own lanyard and they turned out to be a really nice, high-quality item.

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Stuffing envelopes and checking proofs is hard work, but it’s also fun, and it’s nice to re-connect with the audience to send them all these little treats. It reminds me that we’ve been supported by some really wonderful people, and it makes me want to create more and better things to amuse and entertain them in the future. :)

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Kaiju-A-Gogo T-shirts Away!

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The new Kaiju-A-Gogo t-shirts have arrived, and over the past few days I’ve been packaging them up for shipment to our crowdfunding supporters around the world. The battle between Shrubby an Yog-Sodoff is printed on a  ringspun 100% cotton t-shirt with a very nice, “summer weight” light feel to it.

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The t-shirts have been packed up and shipped to everyone who responded to our company email to confirm shipping address recently, so everyone should keep an eye on their mailboxes. A new addition to your wardrobe is coming soon!

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DigiBC Barbecue

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The team at Kerberos decided to attend and support the DigiBC Barbecue event at the Electronic Arts campus in Burnaby on Thursday, and I snapped a few pictures with my phone. It was a light and lively meet-and-greet, featuring a live band, a nice spread of snacks, a semi-open bar, and what looked like over a hundred people from the Lower Mainland’s tech community, including quite a few writers and game developers.

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IMG_1889Interesting experience for me because I’ve never had a reason to go to the EA campus before! We were set up in the entrance lobby/cafeteria space, which was quite nice. All of the pinball machines and video games were set up to play for free.

It’s funny how social space and social behavior works. When we first arrived, everyone was milling about in the quad and the front lobby, behaving a little stiffly. Then I walked over to the recreation corner to check out what games they had, and Mecron (Kerberos CEO Martin Cirulis) immediately decided that pinball was a thing that was going to happen.

This is what the previously abandoned games area looked like ninety seconds later:

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Sometimes, people just need someone else to break the ice. “Yes! Do it! Have the fun!”

The rest of the evening was nice; good burgers, good music, good conversation, and a chance to catch up with old friends and colleagues. Saw Rob Cunningham, formerly one of the lead developers of Homeworld at Relic, and now leading the team making Homeworld: Shipbreakers at Blackbird Interactive.  Ran into a few indiedev friends as well, and made the acquaintance of an aspiring writer who has taken a year off from his straight job and moved to Vancouver recently to write his first science fiction novel.

All in all, it was fun to touch base with the community. DigiBC is a great organization, and I hope that more and more of the indie developer community will choose to support them. A strong tech industry in British Columbia benefits us all.

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Written In Red

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I picked this book up from the paperback carousel at my neighborhood library recently, while trolling for SFF written in the last ten-fifteen years by female authors. It had positive blurbs, it sounded like an interesting premise, and it was a category that I generally enjoy for diversionary reading. Urban fantasy/paranormal romance is fun, and I appreciate the effort and energy that writers in this field devote to world-building, which is a heavy professional interest for me.

That said, I’ve read widely enough in the genre at this point that urban fantasy sometimes grows stale for me. So I was pleasantly surprised to find myself immediately engrossed and deeply moved by this novel, which has recognizable elements of paranormal romance, horror, high fantasy and young adult fiction for girls. It’s not necessarily a mix that you’d think would work, especially in a novel with multiple limited third person viewpoints rather than the standard first person narrative style.

It does work, however, and quite well. It made me not only want to find the rest of these books and read them immediately, but to put some thought into how the elements of this story came together.

The world-building and mysticism of the milieu was very well done. This is the first urban fantasy novel I’ve read in which humans are not the Earth’s dominant species, which I found to be an interesting starting position.

The problem of race and difference in this novel is not posed as a familiar struggle between the Other as a powerful and angry underdog versus an overwhelmingly hegemonic “Vanilla Human” population. The Others of this series are not hiding in the shadows or concealing themselves in the cracks of the world–humans are the subaltern race, who navigate a world fraught with systematic inequality which does not favor them.

Ultimately, though, what won me over was the characters, both human and non-human, and their simple, primal motives. It has been a long time since I read a book which wasn’t desperately striving to paint the world in ugly shades of grey. It’s oddly poignant to see an author present an extended argument that love or kindness really ARE the answer, in a world consumed by violence and mutual alienation.

The heroine, Meg Corbyn, reminds me a great deal of the protagonists of YA fiction for girls at the turn of the 20th century. There are echoes of Anne of Green Gables or Fern Arable, the human supporting character from Charlotte’s Web. Meg wields the power of the traditional female virtues.

Meg is kind, egalitarian, clean, thoughtful, industrious, gentle, courteous, determined, self-sacrificing, and service-oriented. She isn’t weak or lacking in will, but her resistance to abuse or coercion is always non-violent. emotionally and physically, and comes across as “adorable” or “endearing”, because she poses no danger to anyone.

There’s never the ugly, alienating or unattractive moment where we see Meg break down or melt down from anger or frustration, and reveal a darker side of herself. She never wields the kind of rage or develops the kind of resentment that scares people.

Similarly, most of the Other characters who have viewpoint scenes or speaking parts in the book are quite sympathetic and have clean, easy-to-understand motives. They are making mistakes, errors in judgment, errors in tactics….but they are very straightforward, simple mistakes, which are consistent with their values and knowledge. And they are all suckers for a little kindness and courtesy.

It’s an interesting story for survivors of trauma and abuse, and will appeal to anyone who has had to emerge from a painful past, reinvent herself, and make a new life. Creating a powerful network of support is often very difficult in reality, but in fiction like this the normally slow process is stream-lined to its essentials: diligence, volunteerism, kindness, honesty, and tolerance.

I’ve given this my highest rating because I think this is a really interesting offering, and I will be pursuing more of this author’s work.

Highly recommended.

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Full Indie Summit 2014: The Secret Story of Your Game

The great team at Full Indie has edited and uploaded all of the talks from the 2014 Full Indie Summit! There is video and audio of some great presentations from indie developers and facilitators from all over the world, including yours truly.

Check out all the great talks if you’re interested in the various aspects of the indie scene, from sound design and programming to narrative design, marketing, retaining sanity while working in a high-stress art form, and even analyzing the science of fun, and how games engage the human mind.

Full Indie Summit 2014 was a great experience and I’ve already purchased my ticket for the upcoming summit on October 31, 2015. Honestly the 31st is a big day in my calendar year, and I wasn’t sure I could make it, but I figured it was worth it to spend the ticket price and support a great organization and a great event in whatever way I could.

 

 

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Sword of the Stars Dice are here!

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A full box of custom six-sided dice!

Came home this evening to find that the long-awaited Sword of the Stars dice have arrived! Hundreds of custom six-siders with the faction logos of the SotSverse. As you can see, they turned out super cool!

I’m just going to post the pictures here so that people can check them out, link to them and enjoy the pleasant anticipation of waiting for them to arrive in the mailbox soon.

Thanks so much again to all of you who have given your support to our crowdfunding campaigns. I love seeing all the goodies come together, and I hope you enjoy these.

Sol Force faction dice

Sol Force faction dice

Hiver faction dice!

Hiver faction dice!

Tarka faction dice!

Tarka faction dice!

Liir faction dice! (oo, sparkly!)

Liir faction dice! (oo, sparkly!)

Zuul faction dice!

Zuul faction dice!

Morrigi faction dice!

Morrigi faction dice!

Loa faction dice!

Loa faction dice!

The full set of Sword of the Stars dice!

The full set of Sword of the Stars dice!

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The League of Extraordinary Gentlewomen

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Ursula Andress as Ayesha in the 1965 Hammer Film.

An interesting challenge this morning on the Facebook Wall of author Adam-Troy Castro: what if you had to create a League of Extraordinary Gentlewomen?

It’s a straight-up proposition. Create an action-adventure Dream Team using the female characters of Victorian adventure/YA fiction, in much the same way that Alan Moore teamed up Alan Quartermain, The Invisible Man, Jeckyll/Hyde, Captain Nemo, and Mina Harker in The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen.

Sticking to the Victorian adventure fiction challenge, I found it interesting to note that not all of the “heroes” of Moore’s The League were actually heroes in their stories of origin. Jeckyll/Hyde was an anti-hero at best, as was Griffin in the Invisible Man–these were both unfortunate souls who became the victims of their own brilliance, in the sense that their scientific breakthroughs revealed and amplified their flawed character, rather than masking it. And Mina Harker is essentially the survivor of abuse/brainwashing who has chosen to be “empowered” rather than destroyed in the aftermath of her kidnapping by a monster.

In that vein, I would point out that Bram Stoker’s work does contain some female characters who could be exploited. Most of those novels are dreadful, of course, but The Jewel of Seven Stars contains Margaret Trelawney, the plucky and attractive daughter of the famous Egyptologist. In the course of the novel, the young woman merges with an ancient evil, the immortal Queen Tera, a mummy/demoness who seems to have been based partially on the historical Hatshepsut. I think the character and her ongoing duality has potential as a Jeckyll/Hyde problem, and she could probably be used to good effect in a story.

Turning to Haggard’s work: there’s always Hiya/Ayesha, the mad queen known as She Who Must Be Obeyed. She’s quite an interesting character, last survivor of the Ptolemaic dynasty. She comes equipped with the power of her Gorgonian beauty, which would compel her to wear a veil or a mask at all times to prevent people from falling under her spell…but she also has centuries of knowledge of alchemy/chemistry and the natural world, which she continued to study as any Ptolemy would while she was on the lam in sub-Saharan Africa, hiding from the History of a Man’s World: the Roman Empire, the Islamic conquest, the Renaissance and the rise of the slave-trade. She may seem an unlikely protagonist, but as a figure of redemption she’s not much worse than Griffin from The Invisible Man. The question is: after power has corrupted you absolutely and led to your humiliating and crushing defeat…then what?

A lot of people have also pointed out that there are real-life women who could be fictionalized cleverly for this challenge, and I wholeheartedly agree. Nellie Bly is a real life detective and journalist hero that anyone could look up to–I am very glad she’s being noticed in the modern age. If we need another real life hero to fill the Sawyer role on the team, you could also use a real woman: Belle Starr and Annie Oakley were both great shootists from that period, and there’s also Calamity Jane.

My personal suggestion to take over the Quartermain leadership position would be Gertrude Bell, who was kicking ass and taking names throughout the Near East at the time. Gertrude Bell was in the prime of her life in the late 1800’s, making history and being brilliant, competent and effective: her peers in terms of charisma and impact in that time and place were Lawrence of Arabia and Winston Churchill, which should help contextualize her for those who have never heard of her.

If you need a secret Victorian science hero, you have Marie Curie living and working in the heart of Paris with the MYSTERIES OF RADIOACTIVE STUFF RAAAAR. And what tour of iconic womanhood  and female power of that century that does not include a visit to see Marie LaVeau?

So, open question: what female heroes and redeemed villains would you like to see on the team?

And who gets to be the Token Male in this story? :P

 

 

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A Premium Lore Book Update

endsheet_1pg_single-smallJust a quick update to mention that the Sword of the Stars Premium Lore Book is currently in the final stages of tinkering as we work with the printers to deliver our limited edition premium hardback.

There are all sorts of weird little tasks which have to be performed, in order to create a fancy limited edition book. For example…endpapers. Who ever thinks of endpapers? And nonetheless, they are a thing that a big beautiful hardback book needs.

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Here are the endpapers that we’ve been working on, designed by Ken Lee. I’m waiting for the proofs with my fingers crossed, because I think these are awesome, and would look great if we can pull it off.

Wish us luck!

 

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